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A nonlinear Colombian family story: a daughter pieces together her father's life of repression and secret desire between Bogotá and the Magdalena River. Pick it for lush, fierce language.
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Pretend You're Dead and I Carry You
Julián Delgado Lopera
The Green Room
Walk in mid-chapter. The people of the book are there, as themselves, knowing what they know so far — and nothing else. Ask them anything. They have read exactly as far as you have.
A moment in the Green Room
Pretend You're Dead and I Carry You · Julián Delgado Lopera
The narrator
Of Pretend You're Dead and I Carry You, as they are at your reading place
You
What happens next?
The narrator
“I can only tell you what you have read. Past your page there is nothing yet — not for you, and not for me. Turn it, and come back.”
Their knowledge stops where your reading does.
Who is in the room
Any character who has appeared so far. Someone who hasn’t walked on yet isn’t in the room. That’s not a limitation; that’s the point.
The voice telling you the story, as far as it has told it.
As the book presents them — the mind behind the pages you have read, not a biography.
Ask what it is doing to you so far. It answers from its own pages, up to yours.
Before you go in
Editorial synthesis
Kirkus Reviews called it a stark portrait of the damage passed from parent to child and a haunting, nonlinear novel shaped by grief and secrecy. Publishers Weekly described a scintillating narrative of a man torn between belonging and self-expression, with striking, indelible phrasing, and judged it exquisite.
Drawn from Kirkus Reviews, Publishers Weekly.
How it stays unspoiled
The companion is assembled from the passages you have read and only those. A character who knows the ending is no one worth talking to, so there is no override — not behind a setting, not behind a confirmation. Your position is the wall.
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